I take sight to all that goes on around me and all that makes this world what it is. I am drawn to this for some odd reason, always wanting more for myself and others. What’s wrong with putting others before yourself? Nothing.. But you lose your sense of humor. Am I so selfish to think that there is more to this life than what I currently hold so prominately in my hands?

At times I feel that I am selfish. I feel that I don’t deserve what has been given to me or what I have worked so hard for and what I have overcome. Not that life is one big obstacle, it’s a ladder. There’s nothing in this world you can’t be if you want it bad enough. There’s no one in this world that can drag you down to the depths of hell unless you let them. You are your own critique, you are your own self.

Point blank; if you had one chance to erase what you have become and start fresh… Would you? You could throw yourself a curve ball, sure, but who’s to say that you still wouldn’t strike out with all of the bases loaded? Life isn’t about second chances.

Because not everyone in this life will become who they are, because not every one in this life will realize that the big picture isn’t just a picture.  It’s a painting, drawn so elegantly by the hands of each and every one of us. Every line unique, every sentence sought by our own self, crafted to our hearts desire. This is our story and this is what we are. We neglect ourselves and cover ourselves with a false identity.

Fame is excessive.

At what point do we lose our selves? At what point do we not realize that life is so damn precious? Do you not see that you have only a one-way ticket..? Sorry, you can’t cancel this flight. So, yea… I have dreams. I’d love to one day be able to document what goes on around this world. I want more than I need yet I feel more than I want. There’s too many variables but I don’t care. I will become who I long to be.

Not every one thinks alike. Thanks for taking the time to read.

I was just a ghost in the background…

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